Just some... Doddle ?

I was just thinking... that maybe people need friends?
Well... It was just a doddle after all... Lemme gues to what I was about to post...

Many people think I was weird... In school, home, family...
How do I react? Keep silent...
I dunno how to react with a good impression...
Many of them don't like waht they saw.
Even some people can't accept something that different from theyself.
I just keep silent. Watching these people all around me...

Someone keep telling me this. That I was worth a live.
Maybe? She was just keep care for me. But never for the other.
I was wondering what that was mean. But never had the answer.
She always said that I was her first bestfriend. But I don't trust her.
She always make me hurt, and sad, and other things that make you want to sick.
But she always on my side, never-ever leave me.

And I was wondering how to react to this.
Did I have to just tell her that I hate her? Or keep silent?
I was sick of her behavior, but can't do nothing about it...

And I was always want to... Tell her that I was in pain.
But she never heard me, she never-ever heard me.
And I was feel rather bad...