Sunday Morning?

Watching over-and-over again of TVXQ Banjun Drama theater... making... part.... 4!!!
GAH!!!!!!!!
SO MANY YUNJAE MOMENTS THERE WERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, fangirl mode : on! ^^

Really.... YunJae was a cute and addorable couple!
Gah! Sometimes, it was too much!
But it was what a fangirl need, don't we?
That Dangerous Love-thingy was really....really....really...
A Fangirl dream to saw them like that!
Wasn't they make it because of us?
Hehe, I know, to many dreaming things weren't I?

Ha~ah..........
Can't get enough of these two fooling around...
With their songs called "Sarang Hae Do Dwell Gga Yo?"
"May I Love You?".....
YunJae who sing it....

AGH!!!!!!
FANGIRLISM TO THE MAX!

Friends.........

It was really hard to search over just a friend huh?
I don't think I will get over it...
It maybe was just too hard....
Or maybe I am the pathetic one?

Any chance?

For, at least, maybe 3-4 day, I got very... weird?
Okay, maybe it was not 3-4 days...
Atually, a very long time, maybe from previous year?
Me not sure either.

Okay, I feel like myself getting older
Not physically, but mentally
I got carried with all the things that was only for adult
and I don't talk abut Blue-Film here...
I talk about adult problem...

Maybe a little explanation?
I got carried with all 'global warming' thingy that was here now
I can't thinking over something or anything
just about that global-warming!

Okay... Not good...
Dunno, all of my friens think I am going crazy now
Just think about all of those things make my brain explode
But now I think I will be okay...

My cousin, she was 22 and a psichology
But she become a teacher at elementary school
she said that was a progress and something that show me...
that I am had become and adult?

Honestly! Am the world crazy now?!

Hmmmm.........

Nothing to do...
Waiting for someone...
What do u think I had to do now?
Really, dun have anything!

Raffles Test - Day 1

I get easilly!!!!
Was that the intern standart?
Then I must be become much smart ne???
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Raffles and AMT (Achivement & Motivation Training)

Really... My suck school...
Wasn't it enough to make student go 'general' and had a lot of homework???
I was torn betwen these two!
Raffles and AMT at the same time?!
Were u crazy, headmister?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Now, I had to be double...
Be a good student and a good child
How crazy of that?!
I was noe one a good child or a good student!
Me was me!

It Feel's Like I Want to... Cry?

At least, half of my life had been so... cruel?
So much things that I want to do...
But I think the world never let me do what I want...

Today was...

Was there someone that regonize this?
TVXQ will be disbanded just if their vote was lower that Super Junior!
How can SM did that?!
5 years limits?????
Don't make TVXQ gone!

Did L.S.M don't know how much Cassiopeian and Bigeast love TVXQ?!
Maybe, he was the one that had to disbanded...

New Life... Maybe???

I never think that I will do this...
All my friend and enemy didn't think that I WILL actually pass
I was currentlly trying to pass that schoollarship test
So, pray for me!
Just pray that I will eventually pass that damned test!

And I think I want to try and tell 'him' about me
We were not that close, actually...so...
I was single now, and my ex-BF really don't care about me and...
I was alone right now...
But he was just... there.
As if waiting... But dunno about what...

I was thinking that maybe it was me, that he waiting at
But I dn't want to become selfish
And he had his own life
And now, I want to honest...
That I want a new life

With family
Friends...
And with someone...

School...

Well, this kind of thing now really bothering me
My mom already feel nervous
She don't want to see me not passing the exam this year
But, seriously...
Do someone will get really THAT nervous???

I already feel that my mom doesn't believe me anymore
Do she think I WILL NOT pass or wath?

Yunho-oppa Brithday!!!

Yesterday was Yunho-oppa brithday!!!
Gosh!!! He was the manly and cute one!!!!
I was drooling in front of my television... he was... just...
UBBER CUTE!!!!!
[crazy-fangirl mode : on!]

And Jaejoong-oppa was just... Very fi to become Yunho's wife...^^
YunJae HWAITING!!!

BLAH! AT SCHOOL!

Open this web at school.... Wrong idea?
Dunno... Feelling funny... So just want to feel better...
Wrote at a school time... Am I wrong????

I want to cry...

Dunno... My eyes was burning because of of tears...
I want to cry... Dunno why...
No one was here now to make me at least a bit cheerfull....

Jaejoong... and Yunho?!

Gosh! Yesterday was Jaejoong birthday!
and... everyone was there!
and Yunho.... the cute and manly one...
THERE TO!

They look just like a couple!
so cute and... innocent?!
dunno... they were just cute!

F.T Island... Concert in Malay on 30 March?!?!?!

F.T Island... a group with 5 cute boys...
CONCERT IN MALAY ON 30 MARCH?!
Dun they know that I had an... EXAM?!
Stupid exam and the person who invited it!
It was a cage for me to go to that concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate exam!!!!

Girl Generation or SNSD

Hate this group!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They always think they were the pretiest girl evar!
How come?! Did they doesn't even had any EYE?!
They were just a girl, with a plastic! There! Yes!
Right on their face was ALL a PLASTIC?!

But why they always think they were the PRETIEST?!
DID ANYONE HAD AN EYE TO LOOK?!

HATE THIS GROUP!

Feeling...

Because I was feeling rather 'to much energy' I decide to write.
Just some bable... Enough that already, huh?
Can't! Someone had to come here, and bring my boyfriend!!!
Because? He was the only one that can make me calm down.

Anyone know? The web thingy always make me headache.
And now that school want me to make it...
3rd grade on Junior High, May will come to Exam.
Had to make a web?! Where the pity at that!

Nope, I'm not pitying myself...
Just... Maybe feel tired and crazy enough to make that web.
It was hard, even if I am enjoying it, but it was still hard to make a good one.

Bored...

Yay... Today the last holiday...-_-
Feel bored and don't know what to do...
Maybe looking for some yaoi video on YouTube?
Come on... I already seen them all!!!!!!!!!

Thinking about school live...

People on my school, especially the student was currently in a bad state
They had a problem with the new system on da school
'Pemantapan' was what school call it, but for us, it was hell
The score got to your report!
How can they say this was a 'pemantapan'?!

Even they had a 'terapi' for who had a score bad
And it was after school
Really, 7 hour you sit and had to plus 1 hour again?!

Was there any school that had a good mind in this wordl?!

Second post in a row?!?!?!

Dunno what had been done... with me...^^
Just looking at TVXQ or SuJu or F.T. Island pic make me feel better.
No one know, okay, maybe I was the weird one.
But I like being different from the other!
That's why there was just one 'me' in this little or big world...

Ha-ha... So, to make this blog more 'live', I decide to post something...
Maybe a liryc, or a fanfic that made by me.
Tha fanfic was in Indonesia, so, to someone who can't red and want it, just comment.
I will make the English version.

And I just make a fanfiction about Kingdom Hearts (for anyone who know the game),
a little Final Fantasy. That got mixed with my original characters.
Just a few, but I make a big project!

It was called a 'Beyond the Hearts'. Take place 2 years after KH. ><
With my ori-characters as the main attention.
And I had the web for this to, it was on my livejournal.
Take a look... But I was friend-locked it yesterday...^^

For someone, who had a livejournal, want to become my friends, and see my master fanfic list there
fantasia09829.livejournal.com.
That was the URL. Just find it, if can't, e-mail me.

Just some... Doddle ?

I was just thinking... that maybe people need friends?
Well... It was just a doddle after all... Lemme gues to what I was about to post...

Many people think I was weird... In school, home, family...
How do I react? Keep silent...
I dunno how to react with a good impression...
Many of them don't like waht they saw.
Even some people can't accept something that different from theyself.
I just keep silent. Watching these people all around me...

Someone keep telling me this. That I was worth a live.
Maybe? She was just keep care for me. But never for the other.
I was wondering what that was mean. But never had the answer.
She always said that I was her first bestfriend. But I don't trust her.
She always make me hurt, and sad, and other things that make you want to sick.
But she always on my side, never-ever leave me.

And I was wondering how to react to this.
Did I have to just tell her that I hate her? Or keep silent?
I was sick of her behavior, but can't do nothing about it...

And I was always want to... Tell her that I was in pain.
But she never heard me, she never-ever heard me.
And I was feel rather bad...

Firts Post !!! Weee ~~~ !!!

First post, soo... Just want to say a little about me...

ordinary girl, maybe a little strange...

love TVXQ very much, and Super Junior don't forget...

anthing else... maybe latter ??? ^^